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The beauty of Marriage

I remember when I used to get jealous when going to a wedding. Sometimes I was even mad at God. I was so specific on what I thought my future husband was going to be like and ofcourse...I didn't find him for a long time. The fact was, I didn't need to search to find. But before I realised that, I was frustrated and sometimes sad. I remember one time leaving a wedding early, crying in my car asking God why it was so difficult for me to be alone.  I so desperatly wanted someone to share my heart with on a deeper level and be a team for God. God learned me to be alone with Him and to be honest He is still learning me this on another level.

But nowadays I don't cry on weddings (except when it's soooo emotional). I know for a fact that God is in control and I don't need to be frustrated, or anxious, or scared, because God will work this out. And this saturday was one of the best weddings everrrr! A good friend on mine got married and it was such a blessing to be a guest. I helped the photographer out with some details and putting the dress in order before the pictures where taken. I tried her cam for a minute...if there was one thing I got jealous about on this wedding it has to be that camera. Canon 5D mark II with an awesome lens.

But yeah...I didn't really have the time to make pictures so I didn't make that many pictures. Which I (deeeeeeply) regret now. And I am normally a person of commitment but I'm sorry that I want to divorce from my camera...it's just not working for me. I don't really have a big budget but I'm looking around for a cam that will fit me better than this one.

But for whats worth, here some shots. Enjoy.

 

Having a good time

Had a good time with my sister today :) It's so funny how we difference from appearance and don't really look a like in any way, but our humor is steadfast the same. I love it how we just can make weird faces and noises (example: we drove trough a parking building today where you cannot honk your horn, we rolled down the windows and made honk noises by mouth). I love the way we an be when we're together. It always brings life. We went photographing with the canon Eos 400D. Very bright day today!

Light + 4000 viewers makes me happy!

Celebration! I'm over 4000 viewers :) that makes me happy!

Tonight I came home and I did so much wanted to make pictures. But I was lazy, very lazy and did not wanna go outside. Neither did I have a model. So I did what every crazy person would do and I made pictures of myself. I think I need to buy a model so I can use her to test light. 

This time I was shooting with a canon eos 400D with EF 55 mm lens. Ofcourse I had trouble focusing because I didn't have anything as high as me to focus on and than stand into place. Ah well...I did like the light coming from the outside and later also light came from the other side. I did not use RAW which I bitterly regret right now (oke not bitterly but I do regret is...yes sorry master Sam). Also I did crop the photo's and they turned out not so good in quality. But as said I am lazy and I need some sleep I think you guys get it about the light ;)

GOODNIGHT!